Song Fics
Another pair from tumblr -- back in March of 2012, I reblogged a meme where people would give me song titles and I'd write a fic based on them. Two of those prompts were naturally Forgotten Vows Verse-related, so here they are for your reading enjoyment.
At The Beginning
Notes: I originally wrote and posted this on my RP tumblr for Forgotten Vows -- I forget who gave me the prompt. This basically served as a first draft for the end of Chapter One of "Finding You," where Victor and Alice first meet. Since I'd written it here from Victor's perspective, I decided to try Alice's in the actual fic. If you're curious as to what Victor was thinking during that introduction, well here it is.
“He won’t have to share a room with any of these children, will he?”
“Of course not, Mrs. Van Dort. Your son will have a space all to himself. Only the best for such a highly valued client.”
Victor sighed as he listened to his mother and Dr. Bumby talk. He really did not want to be here. Why were his parents so insistent on getting him “therapy?” Was it really so horrible that he wanted to honor Emily’s memory? That he wanted to remember Emily at all? If only they’d been there, and seen it all with their own two eyes – then maybe they’d understand.
But they hadn’t, and they didn’t, and now he was going to spend who knew how long stuck in this horrid Houndsditch Home, being told by this doctor to forget someone who did not deserve to be forgotten. Without even anyone to talk to – he hadn’t seen anyone besides Dr. Bumby who was over the age of twelve in this place. Not that Victor was normally much for conversation with other people – he’d always been a bit of a loner. But for some reason, being surrounded by small children was making him feel a lot more alone than usual. Would it have been too much to ask for someone about his age to be here as well? Just to make him feel less – different?
“Excuse me, Dr. Bumby?”
Everyone turned in the direction of the voice. “Oh, Alice,” Dr. Bumby said. “Mr., Mrs., and Master Van Dort, this is Alice Liddell – she’s another one of my patients, and a sort of general dogsbody for the Home. Alice, these are the Van Dorts. Victor here will be staying with us for a while.”
Alice nodded, lifting her skirt a little in a vague approximation of a curtsy. “How do you do?” she asked, looking up at Victor.
Victor couldn’t reply for a moment. Not simply because of the surprise of finding out there was someone about his own age here in Houndsditch. Nor because the someone happened to be a surprisingly pretty young lady. No, what held his attention most was her eyes. He’d never seen such brilliant green eyes in all his life. Most of the population of Burtonsville had various shades of brown or blue. Rarely someone would have a soft dark hazel. These eyes – they were bright, and they were sharp. Victor almost felt like she was looking straight into his soul.
He finally found his voice. “Well, and y-you?”
“Well enough.” Alice tilted her head, studying him. “You’re a new patient then?”
Victor nodded. “Yes. I’m here because – um – it’s q-quite complicated.”
“I’ll hear about it later, I’m sure. I just needed to ask Dr. Bumby if he needed anything washed,” she said, turning to the doctor again. “The laundress has come around to do a load.”
“Not at the moment,” Dr. Bumby said dismissively. “Go help her with the children’s linens.”
“Very good, doctor.” Alice headed back to the door, then paused and looked back at Victor. “Welcome to Houndsditch, Master Van Dort,” she added before departing.
“Thank you,” Victor called after her. As he watched her go, a tiny smile pulled at his lips.
Well – if she was here – maybe this journey wouldn’t be so bad.
Demolition Lovers
Notes: This one I got on my main tumblr, Victor Luvs Alice, from a fan of the My Chemical Romance song. And -- very embarrassingly -- I could NOT write anything using this song for the longest time. I don't know what it was, but the song just refused to gel with me. Eventually I found inspiration from a nightmare of Victor's I'd imagined for Forgotten Vows, in which Bumby had succeeded at getting him to kill Alice. So this one's Bad End AU fic -- you have been warned!
He never thought it would end like this.
Whenever he’d pictured his and Alice’s futures, he’d always seen something hopeful. The pair of them finishing their therapy and escaping Houndsditch Home. Leaving this nasty, dirty city behind. Finding someplace nice and quiet to live, where they could thrive in clean air and green grass. Discovering how to smile and laugh and be happy – truly happy – again. And maybe – if he was in an especially wishful mood – the two of them getting married and having children together. His imaginings had always been bright and happy.
They’d never included her lying dead by his hand in Moorgate Station.
Part of him still couldn’t believe he’d done it. Couldn’t believe that he’d let Bumby order him into doing it. How could he have let that bastard into his mind? How could he have not snapped out of it while she was screaming and begging for her life?
How could he have let himself become a monster?
Well, he was going to make up for it now. He looked down at Bumby, struggling beneath him as they lay on the railroad tracks. The doctor was trying to wrestle him off, but Victor’s grip held. “You idiot!” he yelled. “Don’t you understand we’ll both die?”
Victor just looked at him. Bumby went still as their eyes met. He could see in the dawning horror of the doctor’s face that Bumby finally got it. Victor did understand.
Victor just didn’t care.
He heard the train coming, racing along its tracks, and closed his eyes.
Time to show Alice he would still do anything for her.
Notes: I originally wrote and posted this on my RP tumblr for Forgotten Vows -- I forget who gave me the prompt. This basically served as a first draft for the end of Chapter One of "Finding You," where Victor and Alice first meet. Since I'd written it here from Victor's perspective, I decided to try Alice's in the actual fic. If you're curious as to what Victor was thinking during that introduction, well here it is.
“He won’t have to share a room with any of these children, will he?”
“Of course not, Mrs. Van Dort. Your son will have a space all to himself. Only the best for such a highly valued client.”
Victor sighed as he listened to his mother and Dr. Bumby talk. He really did not want to be here. Why were his parents so insistent on getting him “therapy?” Was it really so horrible that he wanted to honor Emily’s memory? That he wanted to remember Emily at all? If only they’d been there, and seen it all with their own two eyes – then maybe they’d understand.
But they hadn’t, and they didn’t, and now he was going to spend who knew how long stuck in this horrid Houndsditch Home, being told by this doctor to forget someone who did not deserve to be forgotten. Without even anyone to talk to – he hadn’t seen anyone besides Dr. Bumby who was over the age of twelve in this place. Not that Victor was normally much for conversation with other people – he’d always been a bit of a loner. But for some reason, being surrounded by small children was making him feel a lot more alone than usual. Would it have been too much to ask for someone about his age to be here as well? Just to make him feel less – different?
“Excuse me, Dr. Bumby?”
Everyone turned in the direction of the voice. “Oh, Alice,” Dr. Bumby said. “Mr., Mrs., and Master Van Dort, this is Alice Liddell – she’s another one of my patients, and a sort of general dogsbody for the Home. Alice, these are the Van Dorts. Victor here will be staying with us for a while.”
Alice nodded, lifting her skirt a little in a vague approximation of a curtsy. “How do you do?” she asked, looking up at Victor.
Victor couldn’t reply for a moment. Not simply because of the surprise of finding out there was someone about his own age here in Houndsditch. Nor because the someone happened to be a surprisingly pretty young lady. No, what held his attention most was her eyes. He’d never seen such brilliant green eyes in all his life. Most of the population of Burtonsville had various shades of brown or blue. Rarely someone would have a soft dark hazel. These eyes – they were bright, and they were sharp. Victor almost felt like she was looking straight into his soul.
He finally found his voice. “Well, and y-you?”
“Well enough.” Alice tilted her head, studying him. “You’re a new patient then?”
Victor nodded. “Yes. I’m here because – um – it’s q-quite complicated.”
“I’ll hear about it later, I’m sure. I just needed to ask Dr. Bumby if he needed anything washed,” she said, turning to the doctor again. “The laundress has come around to do a load.”
“Not at the moment,” Dr. Bumby said dismissively. “Go help her with the children’s linens.”
“Very good, doctor.” Alice headed back to the door, then paused and looked back at Victor. “Welcome to Houndsditch, Master Van Dort,” she added before departing.
“Thank you,” Victor called after her. As he watched her go, a tiny smile pulled at his lips.
Well – if she was here – maybe this journey wouldn’t be so bad.
Demolition Lovers
Notes: This one I got on my main tumblr, Victor Luvs Alice, from a fan of the My Chemical Romance song. And -- very embarrassingly -- I could NOT write anything using this song for the longest time. I don't know what it was, but the song just refused to gel with me. Eventually I found inspiration from a nightmare of Victor's I'd imagined for Forgotten Vows, in which Bumby had succeeded at getting him to kill Alice. So this one's Bad End AU fic -- you have been warned!
He never thought it would end like this.
Whenever he’d pictured his and Alice’s futures, he’d always seen something hopeful. The pair of them finishing their therapy and escaping Houndsditch Home. Leaving this nasty, dirty city behind. Finding someplace nice and quiet to live, where they could thrive in clean air and green grass. Discovering how to smile and laugh and be happy – truly happy – again. And maybe – if he was in an especially wishful mood – the two of them getting married and having children together. His imaginings had always been bright and happy.
They’d never included her lying dead by his hand in Moorgate Station.
Part of him still couldn’t believe he’d done it. Couldn’t believe that he’d let Bumby order him into doing it. How could he have let that bastard into his mind? How could he have not snapped out of it while she was screaming and begging for her life?
How could he have let himself become a monster?
Well, he was going to make up for it now. He looked down at Bumby, struggling beneath him as they lay on the railroad tracks. The doctor was trying to wrestle him off, but Victor’s grip held. “You idiot!” he yelled. “Don’t you understand we’ll both die?”
Victor just looked at him. Bumby went still as their eyes met. He could see in the dawning horror of the doctor’s face that Bumby finally got it. Victor did understand.
Victor just didn’t care.
He heard the train coming, racing along its tracks, and closed his eyes.
Time to show Alice he would still do anything for her.